鐖卞湪涓夐儴鏇 銆婄埍鍦ㄩ粠鏄庣牬鏅撳墠銆嬨婄埍鍦ㄦ棩钀介粍鏄忓墠銆嬨婄埍鍦ㄥ崍澶滈檷涓村墠銆

C茅line锛氭垜鍦ㄦ兂锛屽鎴戞潵璇达紝杩樻槸涓嶈鎶婁簨鎯呮兂寰楀お娴极姣旇緝濂
I was thinking, for me it’s better I don’tromanticize things as much anymore.
I was suffering so much all the time.
鎴戜竴鐩撮兘鍚冭繖涓簭
鎴戜粛鏃ф湁寰堝姊︽兂锛屼絾瀹冧滑閮戒笌鎴戠殑鎰熸儏鐢熸椿鏃犲叧
I still have lots of dreams,but they’re not in regard to my love life.
It doesn’t make me sad,it’s just the way it is.
杩欐牱骞朵笉浼氳鎴戜笉寮蹇冿紝鍥犱负浜嬫儏鏈潵灏辨槸杩欐牱鐨

Jesse锛氳繖灏辨槸浣犱负浠涔堣鍜屼竴涓笉甯歌闈㈢殑浜哄彂鐢熸劅鎯呭悧锛
Is that why you’re in a relationshipwith somebody who’s never around?

C茅line锛氬綋鐒讹紝鎴戝簲浠樹笉浜嗛偅绉嶅ぉ澶╄闈㈢殑鎰熸儏
Yes, obviously I can’t deal withthe day-to-day life of a relationship.
Yeah, we have thisexciting time together…
鎴戜滑鐩歌仛鐨勬椂鍊欏彲浠ュ厖婊℃縺鎯
…and he leaves and I miss him,but at least I’m not dying inside.
…鐒跺悗浠栫鍘讳簡锛屾垜浼氬緢鎯充粬涓嶈繃鎴戣捣鐮佷笉浼氱棝涓嶆鐢
濡傛灉鏈変汉涓鐩村湪鎴戣韩杈规垜浼氳寰楃獟鎭紒
When someone’s always around me,I’m suffocating.

Jesse锛氱瓑绛夛紝鍙槸浣犲垰璇翠綘鎯宠鐖卞拰琚埍
No, wait, you just saidthat you need to love and be loved.

C茅line锛氭病閿欙紝浣嗘槸褰撴垜鐨勭‘杩欎箞鍋氭椂锛岃繖椹笂浼氳鎴戞伓蹇冿紒
Yeah, but when I do,it quickly makes me nauseous.

Jesse锛氱湡鏄釜鐏鹃毦
It’s a disaster.

C茅line锛氭垜鏄锛屾垜鍙湁涓涓汉鐙鐨勬椂鍊欐墠浼氱湡姝e紑蹇
I mean, I’m really happyonly when I’m on my own.
Even being alone, it’s better than sittingnext to a lover and feeling lonely.
鍗充娇鏄竴涓汉锛屼篃姣斿潗鍦ㄦ儏浜鸿竟涓婂嵈蹇冧笉鍦ㄧ剦瑕佹潵鐨勫ソ
娴极瀵规垜鏉ヨ骞朵笉鏄竴浠跺鏄撶殑浜
It’s not so easy for meto be a romantic.
浣犲紑濮嬬殑鏃跺欏彲鑳戒細杩欎箞鍋氾紝涓嶈繃褰撲綘鍙楄繃鍑犳浼や互鍚…
You start off that way, and afteryou’ve been screwed over a few times…
…you forget about your delusional ideasand you take what comes into your life.
..浣犲氨浼氭嫆缁濋偅浜涜櫄骞荤殑鎯虫硶鎺ュ彈鐢熸椿涓殑鐜板疄
鍏跺疄杩欎篃涓嶈寰楀鎴戝苟娌″彈杩囧嚑娆′激…
That’s not even true.I haven’t been screwed over…
…I’ve just had too manyblah relationships.
…鎴戝彧鏄湁澶骞冲焊鐨勬劅鎯呬簡
浠栦滑涓嶆槸瀵规垜涓嶅ソ锛屼粬浠兘寰堝叧蹇冩垜…
They weren’t mean,they cared for me…
…浣嗘槸鎴戜滑鍗存病鏈夐偅绉嶅績鐏典笂鐨勬矡閫氭垨鏄彂鑷績搴曠殑鍏村
…but there were no real connectionor excitement.
璧风爜鎴戣繖杈规槸杩欎箞鎰熻鐨
At least, not from my side.

Jesse锛氬ぉ鍝紝鐪熼仐鎲撅紝鏈夎繖涔堢碂绯曞悧锛
God, I’m sorry, is it really that bad?
It’s not, right?
娌℃湁鍚э紝瀵瑰悧锛

C茅line锛歒ou know, it’s not even that.I was….
浣犵煡閬撳悧锛屽叾瀹炰篃涓嶆槸杩欐牱鐨勬垜…
鎴戞湰鏉ユ槸濂藉ソ鐨勶紝鐩村埌鎴戣鍒颁綘閭f湰璇ユ鐨勪功
I was fine until I readyour fucking book.
It stirred shit up, you know?
瀹冩妸闄堝勾寰浜嬪張缈昏捣鏉ヤ簡锛屼綘鐭ラ亾鍚楋紵
瀹冭鎴戞兂璧蜂簡锛屾垜鏇剧粡鐪熸鐨勬氮婕繃
It reminded me howgenuinely romantic I was…
…鎴戝浜庝笘鐣屾湁杩囧灏戝笇鏈…
…how I had so much hope in things…
…and now it’s like I don’t believein anything that relates to love.
…鑰屾垜鐜板湪宸茬粡瀹屽叏涓嶇浉淇′换浣曠埍鎯呬簡
I don’t feel things for people anymore.
鎴戝凡缁忔劅瑙変笉鍒颁汉涔嬮棿鐨勬劅鎯呬簡
浠庢煇绉嶆剰涔変笂鏉ヨ锛屾垜鎵鏈夌殑娴极閮藉湪涓澶滀箣闂存秷鑰楀厜浜…
In a way, I put all my romanticisminto that one night…
…鑰屾垜灏嗘案杩滀笉鍙兘鍐嶆湁閭g鎰熻浜
…and I was never able to feelall this again.
灏卞ソ鍍忥紝閭d竴澶滀笉鐭ラ亾鎬庝箞寮曞彂浜嗘垜鐨勫叏閮ㄦ劅鎯…
Like, somehow this nighttook things away from me…
…鑰屾垜鎶婅繖浜涙劅鎯呴兘鍚戜綘鍊捐瘔鍑烘潵鑰屼綘鍗存妸瀹冧滑閮戒粠鎴戣韩杈瑰甫璧颁簡
…and I expressed them to you,and you took them with you.
It made me feel cold,like love wasn’t for me.
杩欒鎴戞劅鍒板鐙紒濂藉儚鐖辨儏鍐嶄篃涓嶅睘浜庢垜涓鏍凤紒

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